When someone starts trying to talk to you and you don’t wanna talk to them
(Source: hunybee)
His surgery is in two days. Two fucking days. I’m anxious as hell. I’m so fucking scared that something bad will happen. I can’t lose him. I just can’t. We’ve known each other for 5 years. He’s my best friend. The longest one that actually stuck around and dealt with my crap. He knows how thankful I am of him, but I can’t help but remind him, even if he doesn’t want me to say it.
Ugh, I wanna stab his girlfriend. What. The. Fuck. is wrong with you? why the hell won’t you hang out with him? I sure would if I could, but I have my project to do, and my parents won’t let me go out on short notices. Just fuck. What the hell is wrong with you.
Dear Selena Gomez,
It’s because she’s a lesbian. true fax.You had THIS:
BUT YOU PREFER THAT?
…………..
RUDE You didn’t add this sexy siojdfisdf
Nor this
DOWNGRADE.LolOR THIS
(Source: a-drama-queen)
I wish things didn’t end the way they did.
But I don’t regret doing any of it.
Why does this always happen?
I’m getting tired of the same thing happening over and over.
Fuck.
I hate breaking my promises. I hate it so much. I am a [wo]man of my word. I stick to it unless it just becomes impossible for me. I hate how I’m not able to be there for you. I want to go home. I hate being away. I miss you so much it hurts.
And you. Why can’t I get you out of my head? I got over you. Yet, you’re always finding your way back to my head. I’m happier without you. I’ve been happier. These past few months, I’ve actually never been happier. But that doesn’t change the nightmares, or the anxiety, or the depression that comes crawling back to me every now and then. It hurts. I’ve finally moved on and I’m totally crushing on someone wonderful, but I can’t have her. I don’t even know how to talk to her for Christ sake. And I beat myself up for it. I wish there was something I could do to actually have someone physically here with me.
